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im a girl name CHAN JIAMIN[찬지아민],aged 15, borned on 21Sept'94.
Studying @ BNSS 4E3'10 without any aims.
with a CCA of Media Productions[Vice Chair].
My horoscope is VIRGO & i love...
Stitch & Scrump plushies & my frends.
plus my K/T-Pop idols...
SHINee[샤이니] & Super Junior[슈주]
Show Luo & more
Cheese cakes & Strawberry milk :P
jas_bijou@hotmail.com
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Unable to let out my feelings... Friday, August 8, 2008 5:49 PM
Unluck day .
I fell n i cant tell anione in my family .
coz when i got home she jus scold me.
Todae went TM .
i acted okay n cheerful ,..
but when i went home im invisible till now.
my family ignore me lik invisible.
I went to shower n let out all my feelings lik crazy.
Dats rite . i cried.
i tried to be strong but i failed .
ive tot of suicide but dats too... pain ?
no one cares abot me .
ive NO father's LOVE ever since im born.
n now .. im goin to lose my Mother's Love .
can i jus be my normal self at home or.... dats me.
in sch im totally siao,easily contented but at home.
im emo ? lik noth make me laugh.
instead ive got ignored nn...
unable to be my self.
CRYIN is wad i do everyday in toilet.
Happi is wad i do in SCHOOL.
Emo is wad i do at home.
Is tis sort of a ILLNESS ?
everytime i went out wif friends this is wad will happen!!
Sadness is wad i have now noth else .
I said i dunno.
coz im too stress to take on ani more things in my mind .
I fell n i cant tell anione in my family .
coz when i got home she jus scold me.
Todae went TM .
i acted okay n cheerful ,..
but when i went home im invisible till now.
my family ignore me lik invisible.
I went to shower n let out all my feelings lik crazy.
Dats rite . i cried.
i tried to be strong but i failed .
ive tot of suicide but dats too... pain ?
no one cares abot me .
ive NO father's LOVE ever since im born.
n now .. im goin to lose my Mother's Love .
can i jus be my normal self at home or.... dats me.
in sch im totally siao,easily contented but at home.
im emo ? lik noth make me laugh.
instead ive got ignored nn...
unable to be my self.
CRYIN is wad i do everyday in toilet.
Happi is wad i do in SCHOOL.
Emo is wad i do at home.
Is tis sort of a ILLNESS ?
everytime i went out wif friends this is wad will happen!!
Sadness is wad i have now noth else .
I said i dunno.
coz im too stress to take on ani more things in my mind .